𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔲𝔭𝔡𝔞𝔱𝔢/ 𝔰𝔢𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔧𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔰

****************** october 10th, 2026 *************************

hello everyone! long time no write. i low key forget this blog exists and with my mental health im actually more active on my €d blog on a different website. i won’t share that here but if anyone is interested just comment! anyways i’ve been really struggling with my mental health. almost trips to the ward again and i honestly don’t think my meds are working anymore. i need to have a chat with my psych soon about it but since it’s the weekend it haas to wait til monday. i started a new job! well it’s not new cause it’s my very first ever job that i went back to as my current job shortened my hours. i’ve slowed much down on the sewing as i’ve been getting more depressed. and now when i sew i get really angry cause i just don’t have the space for garment making in my teeny tiny 1 bed apartment. so i end up making mistakes or just don’t know how to spread it out right. i will be going to the library at the end of the month to sew a christmas dress! someone will be there helping me and i’ll be using a machine! how exciting! still love hand sewing tho. i’ll def post pics of the after! anyways below are the projects i’ve mentioned :) 

wallet (inside pockets) 

diy fabric notebook 

inside of fabric book (all hand stitched by me) 

scarecrow :) 

the making of scarecrow 

SOOO I STARTED SEWING.....

GUYS GUESS WHAAAAAT?!?!?!?!? 

ive started sewing!

it has been my newest hyperfixation / stress relief

sooo little bit of into my life ish um but my mental health has taken bit of a toll - thats why i havent been on here - and almost going to the hospital and changing meds got me all f*cked up but i digress. I started sewing about two weeks ago and bascially have not stopped. i recently got my work hours cut so i have lots of free time. its been good cause ive been de stressing by sewing a bunch of sh*t. 

so far ive made a anti sh arm band, a scarecrow (for work), a wallet, and a stitch journal. for a beginner in sewing (mind you ive been HAND sewing NOT using a machine YET) thats pretty good for two weeks in my opinion. 

anyways will get onto working ob my newest posts: all the projects ive been working on! well they will all be separate posts. 

okie byeeee

- RAIN 

𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔨𝔩𝔶 𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡-𝔲𝔭: 𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔨 2

                                 hello & welcome to the weekly round-up, week 2

the weekly round-up is a weekly blog post about the past week. it can be anything from pictures to writing to videos to journal spreads. anything i feel that i should write from that week will be posted. anything goes, this is just to document more of my life. i will try to post every saturday/sunday. 

this weeky round-up is just a poem. that is all i had the energy for as i barely sleep these days. 

surprisingly i like my job 

no its not what i want to do 

but this past week was hard 

i had many tears 

fall down my face 

throughout the days 

-

got this letter 

from a dear old friend

we are not in the best ways 

i wish we were better 

but thats not on the bend 

pictures from old times 

when i was not the best 

version of myself 

not good enough they say 

when i 

work 

work 

work 

so hard

- 

bam 

its gone 

-

alone 

best moment of the week

2 birthday dinners 

worst moment of the week 

almost tous les jours 

what i learned 

i need new sleeping meds 

what i hope for next week 

a good work week with overtime and good sleep.

hope y'all have the best weekend/ upcoming week!

- Rain 

𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨

 nature walk 

this past weekend me and my partner went on our first nature walk of the season. we used to do this quite often and fell out of it but now we are back! 

bridge near the water 

it was a really great time! we went down a path that had a few bridges and had a good time with my partner as they were being funny. 

spot my partner :)

my partner was being funny and acted like a troll. they make me laugh so much. they are my life.

we also saw some really cute chipmunks. they ran and there was two of them! i have not seen chipmunks in years.

they were babies i think 

the walk was so enjoyable. i cannot wait to go out for more and more nature walks. i love to see nature and all it can give. it was raining when we went well kinda. we sat on wet rocks but otherwise it was enjoyable. 

when we were leaving we saw two really cute dogs. they had raincoats and booties on! omg they were adorable. i did not get a pic (i should have) but ugh they were cute. 

but ya that was our nature walk of the weekend 


- rain