****************** october 10th, 2026 *************************
hello everyone! long time no write. i low key forget this blog exists and with my mental health im actually more active on my €d blog on a different website. i won’t share that here but if anyone is interested just comment! anyways i’ve been really struggling with my mental health. almost trips to the ward again and i honestly don’t think my meds are working anymore. i need to have a chat with my psych soon about it but since it’s the weekend it haas to wait til monday. i started a new job! well it’s not new cause it’s my very first ever job that i went back to as my current job shortened my hours. i’ve slowed much down on the sewing as i’ve been getting more depressed. and now when i sew i get really angry cause i just don’t have the space for garment making in my teeny tiny 1 bed apartment. so i end up making mistakes or just don’t know how to spread it out right. i will be going to the library at the end of the month to sew a christmas dress! someone will be there helping me and i’ll be using a machine! how exciting! still love hand sewing tho. i’ll def post pics of the after! anyways below are the projects i’ve mentioned :)




