SOOO I STARTED SEWING.....

GUYS GUESS WHAAAAAT?!?!?!?!? 

ive started sewing!

it has been my newest hyperfixation / stress relief

sooo little bit of into my life ish um but my mental health has taken bit of a toll - thats why i havent been on here - and almost going to the hospital and changing meds got me all f*cked up but i digress. I started sewing about two weeks ago and bascially have not stopped. i recently got my work hours cut so i have lots of free time. its been good cause ive been de stressing by sewing a bunch of sh*t. 

so far ive made a anti sh arm band, a scarecrow (for work), a wallet, and a stitch journal. for a beginner in sewing (mind you ive been HAND sewing NOT using a machine YET) thats pretty good for two weeks in my opinion. 

anyways will get onto working ob my newest posts: all the projects ive been working on! well they will all be separate posts. 

okie byeeee

- RAIN 

𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔨𝔩𝔶 𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡-𝔲𝔭: 𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔨 2

                                 hello & welcome to the weekly round-up, week 2

the weekly round-up is a weekly blog post about the past week. it can be anything from pictures to writing to videos to journal spreads. anything i feel that i should write from that week will be posted. anything goes, this is just to document more of my life. i will try to post every saturday/sunday. 

this weeky round-up is just a poem. that is all i had the energy for as i barely sleep these days. 

surprisingly i like my job 

no its not what i want to do 

but this past week was hard 

i had many tears 

fall down my face 

throughout the days 

-

got this letter 

from a dear old friend

we are not in the best ways 

i wish we were better 

but thats not on the bend 

pictures from old times 

when i was not the best 

version of myself 

not good enough they say 

when i 

work 

work 

work 

so hard

- 

bam 

its gone 

-

alone 

best moment of the week

2 birthday dinners 

worst moment of the week 

almost tous les jours 

what i learned 

i need new sleeping meds 

what i hope for next week 

a good work week with overtime and good sleep.

hope y'all have the best weekend/ upcoming week!

- Rain 

𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨

 nature walk 

this past weekend me and my partner went on our first nature walk of the season. we used to do this quite often and fell out of it but now we are back! 

bridge near the water 

it was a really great time! we went down a path that had a few bridges and had a good time with my partner as they were being funny. 

spot my partner :)

my partner was being funny and acted like a troll. they make me laugh so much. they are my life.

we also saw some really cute chipmunks. they ran and there was two of them! i have not seen chipmunks in years.

they were babies i think 

the walk was so enjoyable. i cannot wait to go out for more and more nature walks. i love to see nature and all it can give. it was raining when we went well kinda. we sat on wet rocks but otherwise it was enjoyable. 

when we were leaving we saw two really cute dogs. they had raincoats and booties on! omg they were adorable. i did not get a pic (i should have) but ugh they were cute. 

but ya that was our nature walk of the weekend 


- rain 

𝔯𝔢𝔡𝔡𝔦𝔱

 

reddit - why i love reddit & some cool posts 

i freaking love reddit. i am a long time lurker, every once in awhile poster. i do not know, reddit is just a fun place to be in. 

Why? you may ask. we because i just joined a new piercing subreddit. this subreddit people post all about their piercings and ask for advice or to see if it is doing well or to show off their new ear set up. 

well.. yesterday i saw a post about a hidden rook. i have never seen or even heard of a hidden rook! looking at the picture it is kind of hard to see where the back of the piercing is. it is hard for me to figure out how its placed and where exactly it is placed. picture for reference below (click on image to enlarge) ↓ 

like where does the back come out from?? i am so damn confused by this piercing. it looks like it would come out from the shelf of the rook. but what does not make sense is i would think you would be able to see it still, but you can't! so i am still very confused. it looks great, i am not saying it does not look great, i am just very confused by the overall piercing.

oooo the next post i want to talk about is AHS (american horror story). AHS is coming out with their thirteenth season and they are bringing the "coven" season back to life. omg that was one of my fave seasons. no i have not watched every season. to be honest there is too many seasons to watch but i did watch the first four seasons. i am so excited and guess who is coming back?! 

Gabourey Sudibe who plays the character "Queenie" is coming back! i really hope the rest of the cast will come back as well. especially whats her face (the blonde) i do not remember her name at the moment but she plays in Scream Queens and other movies as well. ugh i am just so excited! 

the last post i would like to share would be this very relatable post i saw while scrolling this morning. older people (not my parents) know what is up to be honest. like they know whats up! as i have gotten older i have realized that staying up late like i did in college is not the thing to do anymore. i used to stay up til un godly hours and then slept all day and ignored work and school work. while that did not end up going well it is something i am out of commission for. now, once eight rolls around and i get instantly tired and sleepy. all plans go down the drain after eight every night. anyways i digress. i just hope to continue this as i do not have the feeling to stay up until who knows when anymore. i feel like my frontal cortex has developed and i feel older and wiser now hahaha. 

anyways... reddit is a very fun and weird place to be. although i post and people tend to be rude i enjoy lurking. comment below some fun reddit stories you have. (to comment, click no comment) 

- rain